Random thoughts~

It's past 4AM by the time I'm writing this... I felt very sick and nauseous the whole day and I'm having trouble sleeping or resting 

As I try to eat something before I go to bed (I have to get up in 3 hours), I'd like to share some thoughts I've had this week...

As I approach my 6th year as a gal, I've been thinking about how far I've come and how much I want to stay gyaru and even leveling up more. I don't want to take a rest or settle as the way I am now... I want to achieve the greatest gal life I can possibly have! 

Throughout these years, I've been very resistant on wearing lenses (mostly bc I'm afraid of them) and now I really want some... I'm afraid of becoming one of those gals who can't do anything without lenses  Just kidding!

I won't dye my hair though, that's totally a no-no. I want to cut it as it's so long now to the point I can't wear my colored exte, but I won't be dying unless I want to cause irreversible damage to it. The reason is, since my hair is deep, deep, deep black, it turns into a dark red when bleached. Bleaching to blonde would absolutely destroy my hair (and my wallet).  And I'm pretty much happy as a raven-haired gal! 

It's just that I have no plans on leaving gal ATM, I literally don't see myself quitting anytime soon.  And that's funny to me because when I started taking it really seriously back in 2021, I had no idea of how long it would last. I've achieved so much, yet there's so much to do... 

And strangely, those half-assed "gals" that are taking over TikTok keep me going and motivate me to always do better.  They get me on my nerves, but at the same time, they remind me of how important it is to educate yourself. And yes, I AM being shady. 

I wanna live my gal life TO THE FULLEST! 

I think I can get some sleep now...

Wish me luck