Blue days

Sometimes we've got to admit that we're not in our best mood.

I woke up really bummed this morning. My back pain is annoying me to hell, the weather is still very cloudy and cold for mid-October (remember, I'm in the southern hemisphere) and... IDK, I'm just feeling blue and down. (╯︵╰,)

I'm okay though. Not every time I'm sad is a red flag regarding my mental disorders. 

I just wish to be in the sunlight again. I miss roller skating outside and I hope my back is normal again when the weather turn hotter.

I have a hot gel bead pack in my back right now. At least it's cute.

To cheer me up a little, since I went to Daiso, I got a pack of Japanese candy. Never tried these before!!!

Sometimes I wonder if I just miss hanging out with my friends, but I've got to learn to have fun and feel good by myself too. I became too dependant on my friends and that's not good or fair with them. I can take care of myself ~

Either way, I've got Nyankoro! (◕ᴗ◕✿)

I really hope that I'll get to see the sun in November. We've been struggling with this freezing weather since the beginning of winter in June. Climate change sucks.

Weekend is finally approaching and I'll go see a doctor if my back doesn't get any better until my day off on Monday. But I really hope I won't have to (´ . .̫ . `)

I hope you're having a better day than me. I'm so sleepy right now and I really wanna curl up and watch cute anime all night long.

えいみーりん